I find that the waiting is always the worst thing with these things, its the hope that kills you as they say. if we do go down I honestly think i'll be bereft. I've gotten way too emotionally invested, this one is going to hurt, I just never thought it would happen
Having said that once it happens I tend to get my head around it quite quickly. I need a break from football for a few months, whatever happens.
If we stay up - relief. nothing more. I doubt i'd feel elated but I will just be so happy for everyone concerned as we will have shown (to some degree) to have beaten the house with a budget our size. Yes next season may be a drag, who knows but right now I can't look one day further ahead than saturday.